What the fuck am i doing sitting around LA. I have no motivation to really do anything. I sit around all day smoking bowls and i get fucked up all night on drugs and booze.
So as i sit here at 4:20 in the morning taking down nos ballons trying my damn hardest to finish writing this. i realize that theres so much i haven't seen or done. What the fuck am i doing spending my money on nothing. i have no attachments here, the only thing i wanted to do when i left my job was to travel and see what was out there. who cares what held me back, or why i didn't do it. I'm ready for this now and have some money saved up. I'm starting to plan for first trip immediately, i hate the cold and have to wait until spring springtime to get out there but plan on doing a 6 week backpacking trip in april. I just have to make it until april and with this move i know it will be all good.
I plan on waking up aroud 9 and packing my whole room into 3 boxes, more if i need to. When i finish the plan is to find my way out to a King Taco, a place i've heard many things about. I am very fond of tacos and have yet to figure out why i haven't hung out with their king.
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Git up
Get out
And do something,
Can't spend all yer daze gettin' high.
Words of wisdom by Outkast
"why, why you hurt me?" - the King Taco urinal
hey stoner I live just down the street from king taco. probably the only white girl in town. my bong is always eager to be used...and i am always looking for something to put in it hit me up @ wm8910@yahoo.com yours truly,
wendylovesweed
So I google searched "What the fuck am I doing?" and I found your blog. Please tell me you got out and went backpacking. Also, how was your time with the King? Never heard of Taco King, but I can't argue with taco royalty. I don't even know what this blog is about, but it made me laugh when I needed it. You posted this like 4 years ago. Hopefully you took that backpacking trip, and didn't put it off. Did you get out of LA?
Kali
Kalilou19@hotmail.com
Wow, I also googled this, so did yuo like gtfo or??? I'm also really bored with my life, work go home sit in front of a screen, yeah it sucks.
Hey,
I also googled this.... I used to be a stoner but I quit for some reason and still here I sit not knowing what the hell I'm doing with my life. Hope you went on that backpacking trip.
same for me... hope you did it! greetings from austria
yeah i found myself meticulously going through personals on CL and typed into google what the fuck am i doing to seek help
Just got to this link by searching "what the fuck am i doing here"...first one, nice man, everyone who clicked on this link probably have so much in common..bond together, if we talk we can overcome..but straight good job man, you just made life simpler for people..amazing
i mean c'mon whether were potheads or not (i love mary jane btw...but i am not a pothead)..im a university student..shit lifes hard i go to York University in Toronto, Canada..lifes hectic..same old shit every day..nothing changes..i wana get out i wana see things,experience things like ive never seen...i wana feel stress free from every thing possible..just go slip away to paradise in the Bahamas or something..just be at peace...i want all the people in the world to be safe, healthy, and happy..but then again its also life and lifes a bitch and itll never work that way...but like i still have hope...its that one thing that never goes away from me...hope is what brings me up...hope is what lets me down..its weird isnt it..all we have..is hope..think abot it
im jus rumbling on...spilling my heart out so someone will get this msg..you know like..i would like to share with the world..and maybe someone out there would find it and connect to it...kinda werid yes i know but what can you do..i seriously do not know "what the fuck im doing" here..but im going to leave my name for everyone to see...i wana make things good..so reach out holla...and smoke weed..and just have fun...oh and lifes a bitch...and yes im completely high as fuck but i dont care:) just..try...hope gets us through anything no matter what your beliefs are, hope always gets us through
- Farees
Hey Farees, I feel the same way: hope is what keeps me going. I don't like how my life is but I want to change it and hope for a better, happier future is what keeps me sane. One thing I just realized is that I cannot keep living in the future, my life being always "under construction". The time to be happy is now, not next semester, on that special trip or job. You'll just be the same guy on a different setting. And same people tend to get the same results. I decided to change my life. I don't know how, but I must be happy with who I am. Good luck on your journeys. I feel mine is just starting, even though I have no idea where I'm supposed to go.
Haha googled from work
me too googled..i m 28..i dont know whats the ####ing wrong in my head. I have a desire, a goal to achieve, have enuf time in hand..but still ma so ****ingly bored thinking of it..i guess these things shud come as a suprise in life..if u start to plan ur goals, u lose the tempo and u end up nowhere..but as John Cena says 'I won't quit',,,so do I..how the ****ing boring this job may seem, i WILL work like a machine and get this done, understand?Only 120 days of maddening machine work,,like some sort of crash training,,like those real life soaps in TV..i am coming,,and m getting and posting here back after 120 days of FUCKING maddeing work...Phew
googled "what the hell am I doing" and got this. Thanks, gave me a laugh.
Yeah lol I googled ''what the fuck am I doing'' because Im drinking alone for some reason. I appreciate everyone posting their stories, very interesting. So here I go. I've travelled most of my life from an early age from parts of Africa to Europe to the States and back again. BUUURP!! ...sorry... So I was always wondering what the hell I was going to do with my life... During the early stages I always told myself that time would tell ''I'll find it'' no.. I told myself ''it would find me'' well time went and went and went. And I told myself damn! what the hell am I doing! Sure I had a degree... just to keep myself occupied. But it wasn't the right path for me I told myself. I had writers block just thinking of commiting myself to a looong term job. Sure I smoked weed throughout my teens, and still do occasionally. While it is in some ways a demotivator, at the end.. you are who you are... weed or not. At least it lets you relax in these increasingly stressfull times, and it lets you dream of a better world. I, for one, have found MY dream and I didn't let go. I held on and on, it was a tough voyage, and it still is. But now I have a business in the south of france, and Im looking to employ people, which means responsability. Waking up for oneself thinking other people rely on you is a HUGE motivator! And I wake up earlier than usuall without an alarm clock! Who would have thought, right?
I guess what I'm saying is.. keep searching, and once you have found your way... never let go.
I hope you have found your way mate.
For those that have read it this far... thanks for reading... and sorry for my long rant.
From France, Peace!
BUUURP!! ...sorry...
I also googled "what the fuck am i doing". And I also hope you went backpacking, dude.
I hope we all get to go backpacking. Metaphorically. Because, metaphorically, everyone is sitting around LA, smoking bowls all day, trying to get fucked up at night, and wondering what the next move is, and what malevolent force holds us each morning from the great, fucking backpacking scene we all know is out there. If we could just save up the money. If we could just make it till April.
It will be all good.
yeah...it's christmas eve but i dont get the kids til tomorrow sometime...got 3 or maybe 4 backpacks in the closet (gotta raise the kids right!). Peace to all...and WTF happended? how'd i get so f'n old? Wish i had a bowl...but lost connections...oh well...f it
Stoners unite!!! Haha but yes, I want to travel the world, and never come back
why did i search for it thats the big question 131988
Hahaha... I also just googled "what the fuck am I doing." I hope you make it to King Taco Dan iLL! I don't know what I'm doing with my life or what I'm even doing on this computer writing this. I'm such a mess. But whatever, glad to have come across this blog. I would stay longer and write more but I have to get back to doing...nothing. Evan Williams -Fort Myers,Fla.
HELLO EVERYONE WHO DIDNT KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THEY WERE DOING WITH THEIR LIVES. I WAS THE FIRST ONE TO COMMENT ON THIS POST AND I LITERALLY JUST STUMBLED APON IT AGAIN AND I AM LMFAO. ALSO JUST A LIL UPDATE... I DONT LIVE NEAR KING TACO ANYMORE ... GANGSTERS LITERALLY TOOK OVER MY APT ON ATLANTIC AND POMONA BLVD. I GUESS A WHITE GIRL CAN ONLY LAST SO LONG IN EAST L.A..I HAD SOME OF THE BEST TIMES IN MY LIFE FROM AGES 26-29 IN THAT APT. MY FIRST APT:( I STILL AN A STONER THOUGH AND WIL FIND IT WHEREVER I GO YOURS TRULY
WM8910@YAHOO.COM
I googled this too and damn. I get ideas of what to do but they get spoiled. Just like when a designer draws a sketch I try to do that with mobile applications but I just hit walls. If you ever want to help fb.com/mxapps
At least you are close to the ocean....
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